As you know from my previous post.  I am very skeptical about this whole thing.  Yet, somehow, I am already thrust into the blog world full force with a whopping two blogs!  How many does a girl need?  Maybe we have yet to find out.  Already I am having to relearn old html code I had long forgotten, and I am being asked to learn about RSS subscriptions.  It's madness!  
As far as the effect it has had on me, 
well, I don't know yet.  It's all fresh and new.  Something to distract me from real life.  Something to take my concentration away from better things.  I am sure that will wear off soon.  One strange thing is that I suddenly have begun to care about using the correct words and semi-correct grammar.  I keep going back and re-editing posts so that they can be rid of some ugly mistakes.  Already my writing is being reinvigorated.  I have been given the excuse to um... pick up the pen again and it feels pretty good.  I suddenly have tons of ideas for essays.  Yeah I am trying really hard not to get too self-important and whatnot.   For instance, I am being careful to only write about things that I think are worthwhile.  I wrote my first film review and promptly deleted it when I realized that the film wasn't even worth hating, (I am embarassed to say I wrote on Thumb Wars).  I got a hold of myself and deleted it.  I plan to write something much more meaningful soon about documentaries and WINGED MIGRATION.  But in the end, I can't seem really to be free of self-indulgence and narcissism, can I? I mean, what more mundane thoughts could I be sharing with the world (and more likely no one) than my thoughts on the blogging experience itself.  Is that it?  Am I already defeated?  Was it that easy for me to be just like those other bloggers that think every thought is worth something?  I hope not.  At least this second blog will keep me from bringing down the integrity of the other blog with talk ABOUT blogging.  (Excuse me, did I just say something about the integrity of a blog???  This IS trouble.)  Ugh, consumed too much with self today.  Must go to bed and wake up with this whole blog thing as a strange dream.  G'night!
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